i think i reveal too much. it's so weird that everyone knows what's happening in my family now. as the saying goes "jia chou bu ke wai yang" (omg my chinese rocks) and if your chinese doesn't rock like mine, it means: family linen shld nv be washed in public. or sth like that.

yeah well, i really shldn't be posting these kind of things for everyone to see. not that i'm saying i dun wna let you know, but i guess some things are jst too personal to shout out to the world about. i'm jst imagining ppl who i dun even know reading my blog and seeing all those things i say. i feel so.. exposed. shudder.

so if i have so many personal things to say, i guess i gta do it on a private blog. or a journal, which is so retro and funky i might add. i wld use a journal if not for the fact that "the book isn't relevant anymore".

in any case, i think it best to remove those unsightly posts. the insight into my private life is extremely uncomfortable. moreover, i only write those on a whim, or whatever.